Please don't abandon me

Today we had science and english paper.

Oh man I hate the English paper!
Its so hard! And we still have to do planning.
Guess what?
I actually wrote question 3, the one about someone being judged by his/her appearence
Then at 8.30a.m ( Yes, I also can't believe I can remember the time )
I decided to correction-tape the whole plan and wrote question 2
The ' My first lie '
And we are suppose to stop the paper at 9 a.m
How stupid am I man?!
My ending was super super abrupt


My hands were trembling when I handed up the paper

Then we had our 1 and 15 mins hour break
Went to hall to study
At first everybody studied quietly, but then around 9.45 we all started playing
That includes :
1) Throwing Yu Pin's things around ( MOST FUN! )
2) Laughing and giggling over small stuff
3) Talking and yaking
4) Many many more that I can't remember


Luckily, I've studied yesterday, so the science paper, to me is quite okay.
Like Kim, its the only paper where I have time to check


Thought over a lot of stuff during the paper
Yes, its my sensitivity that can make people feel that I'm irritating
But I'm really afraid that I'll loose them
I feel so ... tangled up now
I'm afraid that I'll be the one walking alone on the road to J8
And them, in front of me, like last year
I really don't want that...
I know its very irritating for me to keep on asking them
" 你會拋棄我嗎？"

不要拋棄我，好嗎？